STUFF ~

syampoo : l'oreal paris total repair 5
shower foam : bioglo(cosway)
cream : veet for sensitive skin
toothpaste : darlie
toothbrush : colgate
feminine hygiene : secret
cleanser : za new york
body scrub : avocado
compact powder : maybelline new york
leave on conditioner : sunsilk straight perfection
perfume : miss lomani paris
body powder : johnson's baby powder
sunblock : l'oreal paris uv perfect (even complexion)
lotion : rosken ( dry skin hydrating lotion )
deodorant : rexona naturals
deodorant spray : miss lomani paris
baby oil : johnson's baby oil
energex lotion : za new york
mascara : maybelline new york the colossal volum' express
stick eyeliner : avon cosmic brown G40
liquid eyeliner : silkygirl black 01
eyebrow : silkygirl soft black 01
eyeshadow : hello kitty mac 06
blusher : mac o6
lipbalm : za new york
vaseline : petroleum jelly

how charming you are, baby !

his eyes make the stars look like they are not shining,
his hair fall perfectly without his trying,
he is so good looking,
and I admire him everyday.

when i see your face,
there is not a thing that i would change,
because you are amazing,
just the way you are.

and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile,
because you look stunning,
just the way you are.

his lips,
i could kiss them all day if he'd let me,
his laugh,
I think it is so sexy,
he is so adorable,
and i admire him every single day.

gay? bapuk? metrosexual? nyahh? lembut? pondan? bisexual?

tapi kau hot,aku suka. stop-stop la jadi macam kau nak,itu kalau betul apa orang cakap. tapi aku 50-50. aku harap kau straight .please la. janganlah gay ! oh gosh.! arghhhhh !

aku harap kau bukan gay sebab aku suka kau !

open your eyes people !

Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..

my 2010 raya !

1st raye~cam bese la, tibe2 mati kejap,tak dengar ape2 tibe2 acu kejutkan bangun,sume orang dah siap pakai baju raye. haha. ketinggalan lak aku wat time tu. mandi n pakai bju kurung raye. then,make up simple je( make up ke?),next, kumpul ramai2 kat ruang tamu ngan semua ahli keluarge,( mak,ayah,abg,adik,kazen2,mak2 sedare,pak2 sedare,atuk).time untuk bersalaman,mintak maaf mintak ampun. cam bese video mesti diambil untuk dirakam detik2 tu & akan di play kan balik bile malam menjelang. mase pagi tu sebelum umah penuh dengan tetamu, kitorang amik gambar. 1 keluarga a.k.a satu malaysia. then, as usual 1st raye mesti wat open house, tetamu mesti ramai giler, xlarat kalu nak layan sume, petang tu cam bese la tido n bangun dlam 4-5 jam kemudian. xde wat pape malam tu,just tengok movie ngn kazen ( shera,hawe,yam,aku), layan salt, kl drift 2, n citer cine lawak apetah tajuk. hurmm kul 4 pg bru tido.

2nd raye ~ pagi tu bese la bngun lewat,tibe2 bngun mandi n pakai bju kurung raye, ape la, padahal sume org dh xpkai bju kurung raye,aku je semangat, tp mmg la semangat,bru raye ke 2 kot. ahh whatever la. then salin baju balik. tengahari tu, duk layan budak2 kecik anak kazen, afif yang suke berjalan2 mentang2 baru "dapat kaki", sofia yang xleh berenggang ngan mak die,kesian kak nadia kene jage 2 org anak yg xleh nk berenggang ngn die, sofia n marisa yang selalu merenggek manje. ptg tu dlam kul 4, kiteorg gi 2 buah kete gi sungai jahang belakang belakang belakang umah atok( konon dekat la tu belakang,blah la ko faten). best mandi manda kat situ, tapi tak sangke ramai org . ingatkan raye2 ni xde org gi mandi sungai. then ptg tu balik umah, bersiap2 then gi ke mcd medan gopeng untuk mkn. lpas mkn2 kat mcd, kitorg gi karaoke kat saogun ape nth, melalak sampai xigt dunie,haha. dlam kul 11 balik umah atok balik. hurmm best2. tapi esok dh nk balik terengganu,sedih lak. asaiment tak wat lagi.

3rd raye ~ ? akan continue...

kazen terlibat : aan,kak yong,yam,hawe,shera,dila,ae,ayen,mirul

life ? how's my life gonna be in future?

kindergarden : dont like it much coz i always insulting my teacher coz she always bullies me but now i become friend with her. haha

primary school : teachers all nice,treat me well like im princess ( a bit over metaphor frm me), they taught me well

secondary school : dislike form1-3 but love form 4-5 even so many cases ive made, good n bad. friends? love them all, teachers ? love them all especially mrs.grace. i love her so much so do her, i still keep nicely all prizes that u gave me. thank u teacher.

msu : always late to class, go to class then going back to persanda, im not loitering around, but always go to tesco extra bcoz it just near to my apartment & love ushar sorg mamat ni & wit my lovely buddy mira ixani. i didnt mixed up with my classmate, i mean not in close relationship wit them. *pegi klas,balik klas,gi tesco,ushar abg dobi ensem,balik umah,lepak kat umah*. mcm tu la life aku, so kalu nak kate aku sosial mmg xla kan. whatever*

career life ? coming soon ....

raye ! selamat hari raye !

selamat hari raya aidilfitri. !

maaf zahir dan batin !

yeay ! lusa ari raye ! hurmm xsabar lak nk raye. yela, nak pakai bju raye, nak dapat duit raye, & yang paling best dapat makan lemang,ketupat,rendang,., yummy2! aku syukur sgt sbb ramadhan kali ni aku puase penuh,alhamdullilah. kalu esok aku leh puase lgi,mean xdtg haid, maka cukuplah aku berpuasa 30 ari pd thn ni,. so xpyh la nk ganti pose lgi thn dpn.. huhu.. but last ramadhan aku byk cuti, hormon xtntu katekan,. nk kate remaja sgt thn dpn nk masuk alam dewase dh. aik? cm out of topic je. ahh whatever,, yang penting,lusa raye,esok last berpuasa. ni aku xthu nk tidur bile. well,ari ni kn last puase & last sahur.. tapi aku ase mesti nanti kene banyak wat keje kat umah atok ni. kalu umah apartment persanda leh gak kalu aku sorg yg kemas, ni lak banglo 2 tingkat 7 bilik. bapak letih la kalu aku nak kene kemas sume. nasib baik kazen ramai. ramai tak ramai,ramai jgk yg xbalik. entahla. aku la yang jadi mangsa jugak. uishh xbaik la ko ni faten. tapi xpe,muafakat membawa berkat. esok last puase,luse raye. best3.. tapi mesti letih. dah la raye pertame wat open house. mmg crowded giler la umah atok aku ni. nasib baik umah besar,kalu x,leh mati kelemasan la aku kat sini. raye ke 3 mak cakap dh otw balik terengganu. lagi best raye kat sane. lagi syokk.. dah lame aku xraye kat negeri tercinta. collect duit raye la thn ni nmpaknye. arap2 la murah rezeki. tapi yang xbest nye ade jgk asaimen, perlu ke asaimen2 tu sume, ni dh la raye 1 thn 1 kali. lecturer pon bertimbang rase la sikit. xpyh la nk bg asaimen ke jadah tu sume,wat letih je nk wat. tp nsib baik je ade 2. tp kalu aku fhm asaimen tu leh gak ak wat,ni masalahnye 1 pon ak xbrape nk phm.. haishhh.. 21 ni ade kuiz,23 lak kne antar asaimen. ape2 je la.. asalkan holidays ni aku happy. nothing can stop me from being happy. haha.

LOVE IN DIFFERENT VIEWS

WIKIPEDIA

* Love is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.

PHILOSOPHY

* Love is a virtue representing all of human kindness,compassion, and affection

RELIGION

* Love love is not just a virtue, but the basis for all being ("God is love"), and the foundation for all divine law (Golden Rule).

kadang-kadang apabila kita mendiamkan diri, mereka akan menganggap kita lemah, tak berguna,bodoh, sikit pon tak menghargai walaupun kita pernah melakukan kebaikan kepada mereka, tetapi pabila kita biadap,mereka akan menganggap kita kurang ajar dan terus melabelkan kita sebagai sucker.! ahh do i care? wth !

HOI !

saye ni lazer jugak orangnye.. so janganlah buat sesuatu atau cakap sesuatu yang boleh membuatkan lazer saye terserlah ye ..!

banyak orang banyak ragam, ada yang suka pakai wedges, sandal, selipar jepun, sneakers. tapi aku nak highlightkan kat sini kat girls yang pakai high heels, tak kisah la suka pakai ke or baru nak berjinak-jinak dengan kasut yang agak classy ni. bagi aku, perempuan yang pakai high heels mempunyai keyakinan yang cukup tinggi, dengan matlamat untuk kelihatan hebat,anggun, dan ingin mencuri perhatian umum. pada yang berfikiran kolot, menganggap girls yang pakai high heels sebagai gedik, show off and so many more. but get off la u people. ingat senang ke nak balance kalu pakai heels? susah dowh.. nak2 yang tumit halus giler. cam ape je. tapi kesimpulannye aku suka tengok girls yang pakai high heels, looks gorges!

my baby !

abang sayang kedua..

abang sayang pertama......

haishhhh !

biar kampung pemakaian jangan kampung pemikiran !